Posted by Anonymous on 2018/02/06 under Love just read why i need help is at the end: … So basically this is a quick blob about what i want to say to my best friend. I’m a freshman in college and I hangout with this guy everyday almost all day and it’s getting to the point where i can’t handle not saying it anymore. I really don’t wanna lose his friendship bc i know that I would be so upset if he wasn’t in my life anymore. but i also can’t sit here and watch him screw around with other girls anymore. What do you think about it? Does he like me? Should i say something?
I’m in love with you and I have been for a while. We started out as just friends and then best friends. there was a while where i wanted nothing more than friendship but then when you came home with me from school for my birthday at home i knew things had changed. before that, even though we were just friends i loved when you would play with my hair and lay on me and there were a couple of times where i thought that something might happen between us but it was just an innocent little thought. but after the weekend at home and seeing you with my family and getting along with them i realized i can’t live without you ever. it sounds goofy but you’re just like my dad and people always say that you end up with someone who is just like your dad. i never believed it until i met you. i don’t know anyone that orders things from amazon as much as my dad but you and it geeks me. actually everything you do makes me laugh. you’re my favorite person to be around and I always wanna be around you every time you say something stupid and i roll my eyes it’s to keep me from grinning to my ears i’m so stinking happy when i’m with you. every time you take your stupid ass snaps with half of your face showing and i watch you take them and make fun of you but rrwllly i’m jsut thinking about how cute you are. and when you smile and laugh and the gap between those two teeth shows i love it. and every time you mock my laugh and imitate me i love it. just because i’m goofiest with you and you make me feel so comfortable. i love when your hair is all messed up and you pull it back and your scar on your forehead shows. i love when we are sitting doing homework and you touch legs with me and rub my feet with yours. but what i love the most is when you’re tired and i bug you and you just snuggle up into a pillow. it’s the cutest. my parents came to college and met on their dorm floor their freshman year and that’s the same way i met you. i just can’t picture anything more perfect. i think about growing up with you and being successful and having our own kids. but this is all just in my head. every time i think that you might be interested in me you get with another girl. and then i think well maybe he’s just a stupid boy and doesn’t realize it yet but i can’t sit around waiting for forever. you’re all i think about all the time it’s f***ing unhealthy and i know you aren’t doing the same. i can’t sit here anymore and call you bro while you cuddle with the b**** from a few doors down. it’s driving me insane. i know this means that i may lose you and that would suck but i just think i can’t take you not knowing this any longer.
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